Thanks to those of you who commented about cross stitching being a journey, a relaxing endeavor, and not a race. That made me think about how I work and how I think. Believe me when I say there’s probably not much normal about the way I do anything.
First, I don’t get my feelings hurt very easily. There was a time when my feelings were hurt if someone looked at me wrong or if I felt like maybe they didn’t like my dress or my shoes or my hair and I’d dwell on that for hours, if not days. Those times are past! I’ve learned that when someone says something that I think is mean or hateful, even when they don’t mean it to be but I perceive that it was unkind, my feelings are rarely hurt. I simply think . . they’re wound up a little too tight today or . . I’m thankful I don’t think the way they think. So, if I show a piece I’ve cross stitched and every single comment says “It’s ugly!” or “You chose all the wrong colors!”, it honestly wouldn’t bother me a bit. It bothers me more when I show something that’s ugly and everyone says it’s beautiful, even though I know they think it’s ugly. I’d rather someone say something honest, even though I perceive it to be rude, than to wonder what someone really thinks.
I’ve also learned through the years to do what makes me happy. Remember . . I had a purple house once. In that house, I had a pretty dark rosy pink countertop and the cabinets were pickled with a pinkish tint. I chose those colors thinking I’d live in that house forever. I only got to live there two years and was NOT happy about leaving to move to Texas and if you’ve heard me say that I told Vince through the years that I’d move anywhere in the south except Texas . . that statement came about because of my first move to Texas.
Anyway, the first people who looked at that house bought it but they wanted us to change the countertops. I said “No! I put in what I like. If you don’t like it . . you change it!” My feelings weren’t hurt one bit that they didn’t like the pink countertops. I thought they were beautiful and felt bad or them that they didn’t see that beauty.
I am 100% sure that most of you readers shake your head in disbelieve at a whole lot of the things I do. If it bothered me, I just wouldn’t share all the craziness going on around here. I’ve always felt like . . if I’m big enough/brave enough to do the things I do . . then I can live with the comments. That’s how it was when we bought this house without ever seeing it first . . many of you thought we were nuts. I thought it was kinda nuts but felt like this was the house for us and knew it would be old before we could get here to look at it. Sometimes I wish it had more land but our gardening days are probably over and one of my main reasons, besides being closer to Chad, was to get somewhere that I’d be ok living if something happened to Vince, and some place where he would have activities and things he enjoys if something happened to me. Of course, with Covid, we’re sitting home doing nothing whether here or there but I hope Covid won’t last forever.
Second, everything for me is a race. I didn’t buy one chart and try cross stitching. I bought a lot of charts. After seeing the picture of the house that had either chair railing or molding on the wall used as shelving on which framed samplers set, I want that. I look at that wall every day and cannot wait to get enough samplers stitched that I can put them on the wall.
The Good Marriage piece . . I want to get that finished and on the wall before Vince gets back. I don’t know if it’s going to it in the frame I have that I had planned to use and if it doesn’t, I’ll have to order a frame so that’s the urgency on that project.
As far as quilting, I don’t know if I got burned out or if knitting just became so much more fun. In the end, I was doing occasional design work for magazines and they would send me the fabric they wanted me to use. It became torture for me. I only enjoy working with tone on tone and once I got fabric with a tractor theme – red, black and brown. And that was a project that had been sent to an old address, had to be re-sent and that made a tight deadline even tighter. I don’t mind deadlines (set by others) and I always strive to meet the deadlines but when it becomes almost impossible to meet and working with fabric that doesn’t thrill me, it really became work and not fun.
Also, I was doing a lot of free patterns on the internet and dealing with people who want more hand holding than I’m willing to do, or people who were not used to my basic instructions (i.e., make 20 half square triangles using Fabric A and B that measure 3″ finished/3-1/2″ unfinished) . . that became torture. There are so many ways to make half square triangles, surely even a beginning quilter and google it or just make them plenty big enough to cut down to 3-1/2″. Anyway . . I have no idea why I walked away from quilting. I do believe that no matter what we do as hobbies, if it’s no longer fun, it’s time to walk away. I’ve kept everything (since birth) so when I’m ready to start quilting again, everything will be waiting for me.
So, having said that, I never mind your suggestions because anything you think I need to know . . I probably need to know!
vivoaks says
I, for one, found you because of your quilting. I was always looking for free quilt patterns and at the time you were doing the BOM’s, which thrilled me. I always loved your patterns, so it was easy to follow along. Personally, I don’t think you do a lot of things strangely, or different from most. You do a lot more than me, but I’ve always been lazy, so that’s no surprise!! 🙂 I’ve enjoyed all the different crafts you’ve done, although you do a lot more knitting than I do. I did counted cross stitch for quite a while, but now tend to stick with quilting and crochet. I have an embroidered sampler I gave to hubby’s parents that said: “Retirement – Twice as much husband and half as much money.” I got that back from the family when they both passed, and I could hang it in my living room now! 🙂 Your counted cross stitch story made me think of that. I’m actually surprised that I didn’t quit following you when you quit putting free quilt patterns on your website…you must have been interesting enough to me that I just kept following. 🙂 I can’t quit now!! 🙂
Judy Laquidara says
Well, I’m glad you stayed with me. I need that embroidered sampler! 🙂
PamO says
Well, I enjoyed your quilting. I made a number of quilts with you. I also learned EQ because of you. I also got an electric pressure cooker when you showed that fresh eggs can be boiled and peeled easily. There are many other things that you have impacted me. Yours is the first blog that I read everyday. Hugs.
Judy Laquidara says
Ohh . . the pressure is on! 🙂
Peggy says
It was quilting that brought me to you, right about the time y’all were moving to Texas. It was your daily adventures with gardening and chickens that really captivated me. Then the solar panels….canning…freeze-drying….and now the sous vide! Knitting remains over my head but because you got Vince into cross stitching, I’ve gotten my honey into it. Thank you for that – it keeps him off Facebook, posting stupid political stuff and arguing with his brothers over it. ?
I love reading all your posts – they’re always a highlight of my days. So THANK YOU!
Judy Laquidara says
Thank you! That’s a very nice comment to read!
Nelle Coursey says
I can honestly say I have never seen anything you made that was not beautiful. I don’t always look at the color because some people have different tastes than I do, but I love the work and the pattern. The marriage sampler you have been working on is absolutely beautiful. I love all the colors and the work is pristine! But I am only seeing it on the computer. But if I can’t see it on the computer, no one else is going to see it hanging on your wall. I am with you, when people start demanding you do something and get it done by a certain time, then it is not fun. I had a woman ask me one day after our Tuesday meetings if I would knit her a sweater like the one I was knitting. I told her no. Not only because I didn’t want to do that for someone else, but I don’t like deadlines and I don’t like doing things that others may not appreciate even after they asked me to do it. I knit for myself and my family. I don’t do it for profit, I do it for fun and to keep me busy. You keep on being you! I like you just as you are.
Sherry in NC says
About 20 years ago, I made my mom a quilted pillow with my son’s picture on it. She loved it! So did everyone that saw it. I ended up making two more, one for her neighbor and one for my aunt. Mom kept after me to make a bunch and sell them. I told her no one would pay what they were worth in time and supplies. Also, if I had to make them, it wouldn’t be fun anymore, it would be a job. No, thank you!
Jennifer Breitenbach says
I found you because of quilting. I have only continued to follow your life journeys because you’re so real and do so much more than I ha e ewe hoped to do. Keep on being Judy. I wish I could knit and garden like you, but I cannot bit ha e always loved following along with you! I e never really commented but I’ve been here reading though all the trails and tribulations of my life and am grateful and happy you share your life and world. Love, a dedicated and faithful follower. ??